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sister wives‘ Robyn Brown is struggling with the state of her relationship with her husband of 12 years Kody Brown.
During this week’s episode of the TLC series, Robyn opened up about her frustrations with Kody as he struggled to come to terms with the end of his 26-year marriage to his third wife. Christina.
“There’s this heavyweight between us because we know our family is being screwed around like crazy,” Robyn, 44, said in a confessional. “It’s so crazy to sit there and watch this big bomb go off in my family.”
Since Christina announcement on Instagram that her spiritual marriage to Kody was over Last November, Kody, 53, resisted coming to terms with the end of their polygamous relationship.
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For Robyn, the split and the shocking aftermath had a serious impact on everyone, including herself.
“Kody is now questioning me left and right about things I thought he knew about me, like he had trouble trusting everyone around him.” Robyn told the cameras.
“Yes, you are going through a divorce with Christine, but you still have marriages that you have to maintain. He still has us, and he still has marriages with us and he still has to fix them and understand them and overcome his enough of anger to interact appropriately or he’s going to ruin every single one of them,” she said. “I’ve never struggled with Kody in my marriage as bad as I am right now. I’m lost.”
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But Kody had to go at his own pace.
“I’m going through a divorce,” Kody said in a confessional. “Just give me some time to be sad and angry and process. I’ll get over it, I think.”
Before Christine decided to leave the family, Kody had built a life – and fathered 18 children – with her and his other wives Robyn, Meri and Janelle.
“There are so many investments here in this family,” Robyn acknowledged. “You don’t drop that.”
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sister wives airs Sundays at 10 p.m. ET on TLC and Discovery+.